Amber writes in a slightly fictionalised way of her experiences as a queer sex worker. Without moralism, but also without romanticizing. It alternates poems and autobiographic essays, some with a more activist tone, other really personal and intimate, and this mix enable it steer off from both the preachy and the self-indulgent. The book as a rawness to it that I really enjoyed, and manages to say something that needs repeating in a different way. I don't know what I expected (not this), but I liked it.
When in doubt, go to Samarkand rather than Stanford
4 stars
I used to enjoy travel books, but in the last years I fell out of love with the genre. I find that too often they slip into bragging, exoticising, lecturing or just being boring. I rarely read literary criticism. So, I'm the first to be surprised by how much I have liked The Possessed, which skillfully weaves tales of the author's travel in Turkey and the former USSR with reflections on book and literary theory. It is vivid, witty, well-written and often very clever. I did not enjoy as much the final part of the book, focusing in on college life in the states and associated love interests. Perhaps the author is not as good as teasing out what is significant, poetic or funny from her everyday Californian surroundings as she is when she's in Samarkand.
London, December, 1952. At the beginning of what will come to be known as the …
A pop, women-centered tale of urban bandits
3 stars
A tale of urban bandits in 1950s London set against the backdrop of the Great Smog. It's romance, action, family drama and suspense - with a refreshing focus on women thieves. An easy read for a lazy Sunday.
"Inspector Singh is in a bad mood. He's been sent from his home in Singapore …
A Malaysian murder mystery
4 stars
As it says on the tin, a murder mystery set in Malaysia. It is a solid novel, though not necessarily of the kind that will keep you up a night. Then again, I have a soft spot for chubby detectives. I read it on a trip to Singapore and Malaysia, and I recommend it to ignorant people like me looking for a fun way to learn some basic coordinates about these two countries.
At the far end of our universe, on the twin planets of Werel and Yeowe, …
Determined to like Le Guin's fiction
4 stars
Four long-ish stories set in the same universe, and all dealing with what it means to be free (from slavery, from oppression, from ignorance...). I once read an essay by Ursula Le Guin (Introducing myself) and my life was forever changed, or at least so I felt. As a result, I have the utmost admiration for her, and am determined to appreciate her fiction, too. With Four Ways to Forgiveness, I'm finally making good progress. It takes time and effort to grasp and process the histories of these worlds, with the social systems they produced. The good news is that it is worth. There are also some great characters and story lines in here, and the writing is very skillful.
Inspired by Nigeria's folktales and its war, Under the Udala Trees is a deeply searching, …
Apparently I kept it short
4 stars
Set in Nigeria between the 1960s and the 1980s, it's a story of war, and many different kinds of loves. It grabs your attention, and chronicles many moments in time where humans don't showcase their humanity. It also portrays life in Nigeria for a young lesbian, with sensitivity and understandable outrage. I really liked it.
Straight couples getting together and breaking apart
2 stars
Viri and Nedra's life is an understated tragedy - a sequence of moments, encounters, and missed occasions. Their lives are full of love (affection more than passion, but they both know both), small joys, friends, and yet deeply sad. Perhaps you could say they are some sort of anti-heroes: eternally aspiring to something more, never quite going to look for it. Their lives unfold as in a vacuum, impermeable to what is going on outside of suburban New York. Everything about them is somehow beautiful - even their shortsightedness and insincerity. Characters pop in and out of the picture, in a way that is quite realistic (people tend to do that in real life), but frustrating. The language is beautiful, but sometimes it seem to linger on details for no reason.
"Toby is a happy-go-lucky charmer who's dodged a scrape at work and is celebrating with …
A very solid murder mystery
4 stars
A murder mystery / family drama, that revolves around the finding of a corpse in a family's country home, and the unreliable narrator's efforts to unravel what happened. Said narrator, Toby, is unreliable because an attack has left him with serious memory problems, but also because, in his mindless privilege, has gone through life unaware of the pain of others. He always considered himself a good guy, but is now forced to question his innocence, not, or not only in relation to the murder, but more in general. And the book plays with the question, what does it mean to be innocent? Wouldn't we all kill, in certain situation, if we had the chance? And his killing necessarily the guilty thing to do? It could easily turn banal or sanctimonious or lame, but the threads are weaved together very skillfully, as Toby becomes less and less likeable with every page, …
A murder mystery / family drama, that revolves around the finding of a corpse in a family's country home, and the unreliable narrator's efforts to unravel what happened. Said narrator, Toby, is unreliable because an attack has left him with serious memory problems, but also because, in his mindless privilege, has gone through life unaware of the pain of others. He always considered himself a good guy, but is now forced to question his innocence, not, or not only in relation to the murder, but more in general. And the book plays with the question, what does it mean to be innocent? Wouldn't we all kill, in certain situation, if we had the chance? And his killing necessarily the guilty thing to do? It could easily turn banal or sanctimonious or lame, but the threads are weaved together very skillfully, as Toby becomes less and less likeable with every page, and more and more believable.
"Satire meets slasher in this short, darkly funny hand grenade of a novel about a …
A fun read
4 stars
A very enjoyable book: original, funny, engrossing. At its core is the relationship between two sisters, Korede, tall - with unremarkable looks, an obsession for tidiness, and a strong sense of duty- and Ayoola, pretty, superficial, self-centered but devoted to her sister, and a serial-killer. T says it has won a lot of prizes that maybe would be better spent on more literary works. It's true that there isn't necessary a message or a second layer of meaning to give the book depth, but the first layer, so to speak, is never banal. I enjoyed how unlikeable but three dimensional everyone was. For example Dr. Perfect, the love interest of Korede who falls for Ayoola and turns out to be not so perfect after all. There's a great scene where Korede asks him what he likes about Ayoola, and cannot think of anything. Meanwhile Korede, who loves and hates Ayoola …
A very enjoyable book: original, funny, engrossing. At its core is the relationship between two sisters, Korede, tall - with unremarkable looks, an obsession for tidiness, and a strong sense of duty- and Ayoola, pretty, superficial, self-centered but devoted to her sister, and a serial-killer. T says it has won a lot of prizes that maybe would be better spent on more literary works. It's true that there isn't necessary a message or a second layer of meaning to give the book depth, but the first layer, so to speak, is never banal. I enjoyed how unlikeable but three dimensional everyone was. For example Dr. Perfect, the love interest of Korede who falls for Ayoola and turns out to be not so perfect after all. There's a great scene where Korede asks him what he likes about Ayoola, and cannot think of anything. Meanwhile Korede, who loves and hates Ayoola so fiercely, easily names many specifics that make her unique.
On being single, and on being a village person in a big city
4 stars
This was another of T's book that I read just because it was there, since she had taken my tablet for her weekend in Elqui and I got her e-reader in exchange. It is a first person non-eventful narration by a 40 something single woman in Copenhagen. Two themes stood out for me. One is related to what it means to be a single woman.The protagonist seems to want a relationship but her life is not defined by a lack of partner, nor is she unhappy. Nevertheless, she is to some extent defined by her single-ness, because that's what society does. I really like one passage (I cannot copy it here because I gave back the e-reader) where she reflects on the difference between being single in her home village vs being single in the big city, aka Copenhagen. While single women in the village are viewed as I they …
This was another of T's book that I read just because it was there, since she had taken my tablet for her weekend in Elqui and I got her e-reader in exchange. It is a first person non-eventful narration by a 40 something single woman in Copenhagen. Two themes stood out for me. One is related to what it means to be a single woman.The protagonist seems to want a relationship but her life is not defined by a lack of partner, nor is she unhappy. Nevertheless, she is to some extent defined by her single-ness, because that's what society does. I really like one passage (I cannot copy it here because I gave back the e-reader) where she reflects on the difference between being single in her home village vs being single in the big city, aka Copenhagen. While single women in the village are viewed as I they have failed at life, people nevertheless talk to them as people. Whilst in the city being single is a thing, to the point that a whole industry has sprung up around it. It made me think of how there is a 'cool' way of being single, meaning mainly if you date around a lot, but also if you travel or have some super career, as if you needed to make your single-ness be worth it. Which brings me to the other theme, i.e. the confusing feelings towards one's home place, particularly when home is a small village and one is attracted by the city's freedom, the permission to be 'weird', until one realises there are rule on how to be weird, and that village communities are tough but tight, more forgiving that one gives them credit for, or maybe that's just what they look like from the vantage point of the city. The book has a light, amusing tone to it, but there is a Scandinavian bleakness to it, as if death and loneliness were never far.
"An autobiographical novel about growing up gay in a working-class town in Picardy. "Every morning …
'Today I'm really gonna be a tough guy'
4 stars
Content warning
Medium spoilers!
An autobiographical novel about growing up gay in a working-class town in Picardy. "Every morning in the bathroom I would repeat the same phrase to myself over and over again. Today I'm really gonna be a tough guy". It is a great quote capturing perhaps what gripped me most about this book, i.e. the exploration of masculinity from an outsider/insider. The book is relentless, the bullying scenes really unpleasant to read, as are the ones where [SPOILER] the protagonist's 14 year old cousins semi-consensually penetrates Eddie, aged 8 or 9. At times, the descriptions of violence and abjection are so dramatic that I felt my trust in the narrator fade, just as the sense of guilt for disbelieving kicked in. Besides the level of drama, Tascha also pointed at some inconsistencies and repetitions that made the account less convincing. Does it matter? (genuine question) I think in this case it does, because it is such a terrible - though sympathetic - portrait of a region and a social class, that honesty seems important. Either way, the gripping part for me wasn't so much the account of chronic homophobia, poverty and generalised violence, but really the exploration of what it takes to make a man in the eyes of a particular kind of men. Whatever was the author's "real" experience, his observations about gender - and its shaping through class - are insightful, more than the other (mostly American) growing-up-gay-in-a-conservative-environment memoirs I have read.
An uncompromisingly honest collection of short stories, examining with unique perspicacity the missteps, mistakes and …
Nine ways to feel humiliated
4 stars
As one could guess from the title, this is a book about humiliation, with each short story exploring a different face of this sentiment. The hints in the blurb that it is somehow about the dictatorship are misleading, and I started to think all Chilean are marketed as dictatorship-related out of laziness or maybe because it supposedly sells. But I am going off a tangent. Almost all the stories are told from the perspective of children. I particularly liked the title story Humiliation (about a girl witnessing his unemployed dad being humiliated, and for the first time being able to interpret what has happened), Talcahuano (about being very young poor but not so unhappy in Talcahuano, and then getting old enough to lose the bless of obliviousness and being disappointed in one's parent and moving to Santiago to lead a poor and not so happy life) and the Last Vacation …
As one could guess from the title, this is a book about humiliation, with each short story exploring a different face of this sentiment. The hints in the blurb that it is somehow about the dictatorship are misleading, and I started to think all Chilean are marketed as dictatorship-related out of laziness or maybe because it supposedly sells. But I am going off a tangent. Almost all the stories are told from the perspective of children. I particularly liked the title story Humiliation (about a girl witnessing his unemployed dad being humiliated, and for the first time being able to interpret what has happened), Talcahuano (about being very young poor but not so unhappy in Talcahuano, and then getting old enough to lose the bless of obliviousness and being disappointed in one's parent and moving to Santiago to lead a poor and not so happy life) and the Last Vacation (about the well meaning efforts to "rescue" a child from poverty and the working-class condition, and the boomerang effect of said child's pride and loyalty to his mum. I was happy to find a good book about Chile.
50% an argument against 'fast' (neoliberalised) academia, and its negative consequences on academics' health, research, teaching and social life, 50% advice on how to resist it from within, by slowing down academic practice.
Clearly, the authors themselves are ultra-aware of the problem: fastness is a structural conditions, and individuals have only that much agency, and yet by not adopting the corporate language, by insisting that learning and understanding cannot be quantified, and by refusing to treat each other as valuable 'contacts' or tools for upward mobility we can make a difference in our own local environment.
Perhaps, a few more words could have been spent on junior and/or people with precarious contracts, for whom slowing down seems a lot more difficult. While the book acknowledges it in passing, it doesn't have any magical tricks for slowing down while keeping your job, let along getting a permanent one.
I think I …
50% an argument against 'fast' (neoliberalised) academia, and its negative consequences on academics' health, research, teaching and social life, 50% advice on how to resist it from within, by slowing down academic practice.
Clearly, the authors themselves are ultra-aware of the problem: fastness is a structural conditions, and individuals have only that much agency, and yet by not adopting the corporate language, by insisting that learning and understanding cannot be quantified, and by refusing to treat each other as valuable 'contacts' or tools for upward mobility we can make a difference in our own local environment.
Perhaps, a few more words could have been spent on junior and/or people with precarious contracts, for whom slowing down seems a lot more difficult. While the book acknowledges it in passing, it doesn't have any magical tricks for slowing down while keeping your job, let along getting a permanent one.
I think I was slightly disappointed, because it sells itself as a call to action, but it gives little advice, and relatively vague. Perhaps that's part of the problem: there aren't magic tricks, a matrix for 'thinking slowly' and yet thrive in academia, nor replicable formula, but just the encouragement that comes with knowing some people are trying their best.
"Natalia Ginzburg, one of Italy's great writers, introduced A Family Lexicon, her most celebrated work, …
La lingua di casa
4 stars
Re-read after maybe 10 years and still loved it. I was inspired because Tascha read it in English and fell in love with it, and I was surprised, because my memory of it was that it's a book that depends on the familiar language of Northern Italy, infatti non so perche' sto scrivendo i miei appunti in inglese, le malagrazie, le negriture, scempio, e' un mondo intimo e pieno di nostalgia, la sua ma anche la mia. Forse dimostra che neppure io ho abbastanza fede nelle abilita' dei traduttori e delle traduttrici, che evidentemente se la sono cavata bene.
Un'osservazione evidente e' che Ginzburg si dilunga su certi aspetti, la descrizione di abitudini e modi di dire, di personalita' (i genitori sono entrambi cosi' convincenti, ebrei torinesi borghesi e di sinistra, un po' distaccati dalla realta' lui burbero, lei un po' capricciosa, pieni di amore per la propria famiglia e …
Re-read after maybe 10 years and still loved it. I was inspired because Tascha read it in English and fell in love with it, and I was surprised, because my memory of it was that it's a book that depends on the familiar language of Northern Italy, infatti non so perche' sto scrivendo i miei appunti in inglese, le malagrazie, le negriture, scempio, e' un mondo intimo e pieno di nostalgia, la sua ma anche la mia. Forse dimostra che neppure io ho abbastanza fede nelle abilita' dei traduttori e delle traduttrici, che evidentemente se la sono cavata bene.
Un'osservazione evidente e' che Ginzburg si dilunga su certi aspetti, la descrizione di abitudini e modi di dire, di personalita' (i genitori sono entrambi cosi' convincenti, ebrei torinesi borghesi e di sinistra, un po' distaccati dalla realta' lui burbero, lei un po' capricciosa, pieni di amore per la propria famiglia e sgomento per il fascismo dilagante) e cambiamenti, mentre quasi non dice niente su altri avvenimenti cruciali, sia a livello storico (per fare un esempio, la promulgazione delle leggi razziali) che a livello personale.